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[personal profile] flamekthunder 2023-04-25 08:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[There's no response as he steps forward and through the gate, as if he knew this is what would happen. And again Valo can only look between the two of them with a quiet whine as he walks alongside Eustace. There's only a brief hesitation once he reaches the door before he steps inside.

No more wavering.

No more avoiding.

However this ends... They need to deal with this.]
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[personal profile] flamekthunder 2023-04-26 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
[He will indeed close the door behind him and it's only then that he hooks Valo's leash so that he can roam a little more freely. Of course Valo is a good boy and won't go anywhere he shouldn't, instead deciding to stick by Eustace since there's still the weird tension in the air. Reaching down to scratch his ears as if to give the dog some reassurance, Eustace looks around her home.

It's the first time he's ever been in someone else's home, now that he thinks about it. He's had to enter other rooms on the Grandcypher or stop by someone's apartment, but never has he really stepped into one like this. And her home is quaint, reflecting her personality fairly well. It's a strange feeling...made only stranger given the circumstances. And because of that, he doesn't actually venture that far in, only going so far as to be able to speak with her and keeping near the entrance of the kitchen.

And along the way, his eyes do spot the potted plant of his flowers, distracting him a moment that his answer is a little delayed.]


Ah... Doesn't matter.

[............It's such a normal answer for him but somehow it feels... Insincere due to the current atmosphere.]
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[personal profile] flamekthunder 2023-04-27 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
[He only remains silent until she speaks again and...

...There's a slight shift of discomfort, but they're both adults and he needs to act like one.]


...No, I did not.

[Which is to admit the truth, even if it also reveals the truth that he had also been avoiding her. Though given she was the same, then there's no real fault.

...Still.]


But it's about time we did.
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[personal profile] flamekthunder 2023-04-27 03:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[He knew she would apologize first, so there's something of a sigh as he briefly closes his eyes.]

Even so, I was fully aware of the situation and should have pushed harder to stop it from escalating. So I also I owe you an apology.

[He is not going to let her take all the blame, just like she wouldn't let him do the same. It takes two people, and if anything he feels a bit more responsible given that he had been more sober and aware of her identity at first. That said he also knows that she will still feel responsible so he won't try and push it. Just take responsibility for his own actions.]
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[personal profile] flamekthunder 2023-04-27 08:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[In many ways he's glad they don't argue who was more responsible, so he won't say anything more on it. And while he knew she would ask the question, it still makes him have to think back to what happened.]

It was fairly early... Around the time you started pushing for the dance, and were...

...

[Things were a little fuzzy thanks to what happened after, but he does remember how she was touching and feeling him up. Back then it had been so incredibly awkward and weird, but then once they were basically in heat, her touch was all he wanted.

So just an awkward clearing of his throat so they can just KEEP MOVING AND NOT DWELL IN CERTAIN THINGS.]


It was your earrings.

[And her scent, but mostly the flowers.]
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[personal profile] flamekthunder 2023-04-28 12:57 am (UTC)(link)
[He notices her flush, but he tries not to think too much of it. Back then it really didn't seem to mean much that he noticed her earrings. Surely it's a notable feature? But now he's second guessing everything he's ever thought about her, wondering if there wasn't something else that he just never realized. Of course, would be even know or understand now?

At her question... He's silent for a moment as he also questioned why he let it continue.]


I did try to stop you and tell you... But then I thought that... [A small hesitation.]

...That maybe it wouldn't be so bad to at least let you have a good time.

[It was a genuine act that started all right, but then after that... It all just fell apart. He sighs as he runs his hand over his face and through his hair as he glances to the side.]

Maybe I was also too drunk to realize anything...
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[personal profile] flamekthunder 2023-04-28 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
[For some reason, her words bring him some relief, as if helped soothe some unknown tension be had been harboring. Perhaps... Perhaps he had been worried about how she felt being with him he certainly had worried over how things would change between them.

So perhaps because of that, he was going to be honest, too.]


...It's the same.

[His voice is quiet, but firm as it also reflects the seriousness of it. The same seriousness that is reflected in his eyes as he looks at her directly.]

Anyone else, I would have left without looking back, and I almost did before I realized everything.

[And now... A heavier pause before he continues.]

I only allowed it...because it was you.

[Not just the dance. Not just the drinking. But what happened as well.

It took him quite a long time for him to really come to terms with it, but no matter how he looked at it, Ilsa was the main constant and that he would feel much differently if this happened with someone else. Now, what that means towards any deeper meaning, he doesn't know yet still.

It could just be the familiarity and trust he has with her. Friendly hookups are a thing and this could very well be just that.

The problem is, neither of them are that shallow. At least he certainly isn't.]
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[personal profile] flamekthunder 2023-04-28 07:44 pm (UTC)(link)
...Mm.

[A low, quiet hum as he averts his gaze, his thoughts still racing.

He always keeps his thoughts to himself, only sharing when it's needed and even then sometimes not at all. That kind of secretive, closed off nature had almost been his and the world's downfall. So perhaps... He should just say what's on his mind. Maybe it will help her, and hopefully the both of them, too.]


...Ilsa. [His voice starts slow and quiet as he continues to weigh his thoughts and words.] I don't want any misunderstandings between us. You are someone I respect and trust, someone I hold in high regard, and value our relationship. I do not want that to be broken because of something that wasn't in our full control.

[He looks at her now, eyes clear as he continues.]

It's clear the drinks were enchanted, affecting our judgment and...thoughts. And it's perhaps fortunate things ended the way it did.

[As in, interrupted before they could go any further.]

I... [A small hesitation.] I don't want you hurt.

[Something that had been on his mind is that while he can move on whether they had actually hooked up or not, he's not sure how Ilsa would feel. She's the one who is seeking a relationship, a true romance to find love. Perhaps he's worrying too much—they're both older adults so perhaps it's not as important anymore. But he's still considering her feelings—and he's found he would dislike it greatly if he was the cause of some regret.

If he was part of something that she did not want, something that was against her will... It really wouldn't sit well with him.]
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[personal profile] flamekthunder 2023-04-29 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
...Something like that.

[It does feel...strange telling her all this. He can see it clear in her eyes and body language that she's unused to it as well. It's only thanks to his recent developments that he's able to do this, even if it's still difficult.]

Regret... Or something.
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[personal profile] flamekthunder 2023-04-29 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
[Here he hesitates. Hearing that she does not regret it both relieves him and spurs new questions to form.

What does she mean?

What part does she not regret?

It's only a beat later that he realizes—or at least hopes—that the meaning is the same for him, so when his expression clears, his eyes are steady and firm.]


No.

[If he did regret anything, it's how it happened.

But... Everything else? He can't think negatively of it. Worried, sure, but no sense of repulsion, no displeasure. Of course, that just opens a whole different can of worms, but at least on the basic level, there's no regrets.]


I only would have if you took things more negatively.
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[personal profile] flamekthunder 2023-04-29 04:32 am (UTC)(link)
[Somehow, seeing her relieved only helps him to relax further... Until she asks her question, which sparks a look of confusion.]

Leave... Ah.

[A small hum as he furrows his brows.]

...I thought you were uncomfortable around me and didn't want me around.

[And realizing how that sounds—]

Given what happened and...your condition, I thought you would have preferred it.

[...But now that he realizes that she asked the question, he wonders... Was that not the case? And the slight cant of his head and questioning look in his eyes reflect that.]
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[personal profile] flamekthunder 2023-04-29 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
[He wasn't sure what to expect, but her suddenly digging into the cupboards and pulling out... Peanut...butter...?

...Ah.

A quick glance at Valo—]


Sure.

[—and the dog is eagerly awaiting the tasty treat. But also waiting politely and patiently... Even if his tail and the bright eyes give it all away.

And he's watching the two of them while listening... But it's not until she voices the last part that he looks up sharply.]


Wanted to stay?

[...

....

Ilsa, please clarify because given the context that could mean a lot of different things.]

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